Archive for August, 2001

White Noise, by Don Delillo

Tuesday, August 21st, 2001

White Noise, by Don Delillo

Several days later Murray asked me about a tourist attraction known as the most photographed barn in America. We drove twenty-two miles into the country around Farmington. There were meadows and apple orchards. White fences trailed though the rolling fields. Soon the signs started appearing. THE MOST PHOTOGRAPHED BARN IN AMERICA. We counted five signs before we reached the site. There were forty cars and a tour bus in the makeshift lot. We walked along a cowpath to the slightly elevated spot set aside for viewing and photographing. All the people had cameras’ some had tripods, telephoto lenses, filter kits. A man in a booth sold postcards and slides - pictures of the barns taken from the elevated spot. We stood near a grove of tree and watched the photographers. Murray maintained a prolonged silence, occasionally scrawling some notes in a little book.

“No one see the barn,” he said finally.

A long silence followed.

“Once you’ve seen the signs about the barn, it becomes impossible to see the barn.”

He fell silent once more. People with cameras left the elevated site, replaced at once with others.

“We’re not here to capture an image, we’re here to maintain one. Every photograph reinforces the aura. Can you feel it, Jack? An accumulation of nameless energies.”

There was an extended silence. The man in the booth sold postcards and slides.

“Being here is a kind of spiritual surrender. We only see what the others see. The thousands who were here in the past, those who will come in the future. We’ve agreed to be part of a collective perception. This literally colors our vision. A religious experience in a way, like all tourism.”

Another silence ensued.

“They are taking pictures of taking pictures,” he said.

He did not speak for a while. We listened to the incessant clicking of shutter release buttons, the rustling crank of levers that advanced the film.

“What was the barn like before it was photographed?” he said. “what did it look like, how was it different from other barns, how was it similar to other barns? We can’t answer these questions because we’ve read the signs, seen the people snapping the pictures. We can’t get outside the aura. We’re part of the aura. We’re here, we’re now.”

He seemed immensely pleased by this.

on the subject of figuring

Tuesday, August 21st, 2001

on the subject of figuring out what phrases can be spelled with a telephone number

Rocco Socko’s phone # used to be PAINFUL. I wonder what ever happened to Rocco. I still have a Dead Milkmen vs. the Fabulous Fondas poster. A Bacchanal show, I think. Rocco felt very competitive with the Milkmen.

tee hee text bunny! thank

Monday, August 20th, 2001

tee hee

text bunny! thank you tim.

ill show you now if

Sunday, August 19th, 2001

ill show you now

if you havent noticed yet, plainparade.org has been redesigned. go to it.

can i interfere in your

Sunday, August 19th, 2001

can i interfere in your crisis?

this HTML thing gets easier as time goes on. believe it or not, but until 3 weeks ago, i was terrified of frames. i suppose that can be easily gotten over if thats what a client wants.

i want a new drug

looking for other likewise minded women to start a rock group. ive been practicing my autoclave/slant six guitar licks. need to have that sexy naomi wolff stance. contact, if interested.

multiples of me finally in

Saturday, August 18th, 2001

multiples of me

finally in my grubby little hands: the new jenny toomey album that i designed. its lovely to see the actual product instead of looking at something on a screen.

things im not supposed to

Friday, August 17th, 2001

things im not supposed to talk about

what, did you expect me to tell you? if youre actually trying to glean information about me from this weblog, you have really little to go by. repeating what i did during the day is not indicative of my actual being. questions posted here, are not the best way to pick and read my brain.

anyway…

go see ghost world and learn what its like to be a 17 year old girl.

. i guess im just

Wednesday, August 15th, 2001

.

i guess im just imagining my old space. that fridge was awesome.

Susanna Thomas is in fucking

Tuesday, August 14th, 2001

Susanna Thomas is in fucking prision. help her.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE BROTHER in

Tuesday, August 14th, 2001

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE BROTHER

in one more year, you will be legally allowed to drink. that is a scary thought.

love, your sister.