i swear ill write soon. i am just very tired, and very busy.

rolling in the sand, trying to catch your eye

oh okay, its been a long weekend and im not really at liberty to discuss much right now. ive got to get to bed quite early tonight, and then head out for another job interview. it was a lot of fun though.

potential titles for this entry:
a) olde city and the fucking pricks who swarm the place
b) heckler spray
c) letters written all in code
d) waving a sign that made no sense

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any lawyers who are reading this, please contact me

yes, for the last four years, ive had a problem with a stalker, on and off mailing lists. this is a sample of this weeks fun!

> you dont know how i feel about 7-22-78, metuchen, nj gal!

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this post is all about me

i just met a girl named maria that wasnt me.

i wish i was an accomplished equestrian.

on the topic of names, one of my current faves, tracy + the plastics, has a song called “oh maria.” even though i detest songs with my name in it, i like this one.

even though i told myself that i dont give a damn about my birthday, i thought i would point out that my wishlist is still largely unpurchased…

sleep is good for feeling refreshed.

i am tired of watching the view and seeing star jones’ wigs. this show makes women look stupid.

add this to the birthday wishlist

further surfing pointers 7″

believe it or not, but my birthday is sneaking up on me this year. or maybe, since my golden year will be over, i shouldnt care? or maybe its that this one, unlike others, the plans i have made for the weekend are not my own…

tonight i am feeling the effects of not sleeping the night before; music that i thought would put me to sleep instead keeping me up, seeing the virigin mary in the window across the street [religious visions are normal for me, apparently], making it to the train station on time and in one piece; wondering why i just havent gotten a reply from folks out there….

when i wake up tommorrow, it will be wednesday. no, thats not as stupid as it sounds when you have a slew of things to finish. looks like ye olde powerbooke will be joining me on my trip to martha’s vineyard.

__ was lovely today, lunched with a cool person who always has interesting things to say [which reminds me, the use of bass on wyatt's "at last i am free" is good example of restraint]. after being in philadelphia so long, its shocking to see so many people out in the streets. even here, where the city is at its most crowded, there is so much emptiness.

on the cover of blindspot’s new issue: jonathan’s prints - we both get our iris prints made at silicon graphics. they are the best.

the job interview went well, keep your fingers crossed. i need a paycheck. soon. i would like to make editions of my thesis.

robert wyatt’s “at last i am free” is the sonic fraternal twin of robert pollard’s “people are leaving.”

the bar kays “soul finger”
spoon “take the fifth”
the count five “theyre gonna get you”
lilys “nanny in manhattan”
belle and sebastian “legal man” [i am sure youre thinking, 'doesnt maria hate this band with a venomous passion?' oh, i still do.]
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further “surfing pointers”
iris “statements by scientists”
magazine “give me everything”
rhode island “oakland terra”
the white octave “weight”
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jenny toomey “clear cut”
eleventh dream day “ice storm”
silver jews “dallas”
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super furry animals “the turning tide”
dump “raspberry beret”
smog “ex-con”
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stereolab “the seeming and the meaning”
the delgados “under canvas under wraps”
verbena “if i say so”
butterglory “demons and avalanches”
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the kiss offs “love you hardcore”
the family fodder “savoir faire”
the ah club “in this quiet place”
au pairs “dont lie back”
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solex “the cutter”
kleenex/liliput “a silver key can open an iron lock somewhere”
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kissyfur “good (x), feels free”